I am getting out of sync with time.
Arriving at 9:45 for my 10:45 appointment.
Waking at 5am and returning to sleep by re-entering my dreams.
Sincerely believing it to be Monday when I attended church that morning but it seems SO LONG AGO.
I don’t want to scare you, but I think I’m drifting away from the framework of this world, raising that invisible grid we place over our experience of living that leaves us as captured as a shark in a cage.
For good or bad, I’m freeing myself, swimming uninhibited in the ocean, a world without time.
Remember this when I’m late for our meeting.